That Crazy Little Thing Called...What?
I have absolutely no idea what's going on in my house/life right now. It's just so bloody bizarre! One minute things seem good, great even, and then the next minute we're all shouting at each other, bitching about each other and slagging each other off or just feeling down right depressed :/ *is unsure*
As you all know, Mum and I have not been on the best of terms again lately and things seem to be going from bad to worse again but hey, what can you do? She shouted at me again yesterday and I can't even remember what for now but she did. So she wasn't speaking to me, then suddenly came into my bedroom and was talking to me as if nothing had happened. When I was on MSN she came in and sat on my bed so I kept putting the MSN window conversations down cos I know she is always trying to see what I'm writing and I don't want her to see that I'm talking about Plyn in one conversation and Stusan/Blackie/sprinkles/general areas in the other :P so she goes out then came in at half twelve cos she said she could hear her heart thumping in her ears again and she was going down to make a drink of tea and did I want one. So I broke and thought I better look after her *rollseyes* went down and in the end we came back up at 1:30am and I didn't go to bed until 2:34am to be precise and I had to be up at 8am to be ready to catch my train. Needless to say I've been shattered all day. Then I come home and she's been so random; she's screamed at my Dad, he's deliberately winding her up again and being plain horrid to her for some freakish reason, haven't a clue why and yet again I'm finding myself in the middle. She ended up crying in the room so I had to look after her again. How can I possibly take this on again when I'm trying my hardest to do my uni stuff?! I can't, it's impossible :/
So yeah, it's all a bit depressing today but the mood keeps going up and down all the time. Speaking of moods though, I *heart* my mood themes that Elin has so kindly shared with me. Thanking you muchly chick, tis beautiful *wub*
Have a new addiction at Huddersfield train station. There's a Cafe Ritazza and I'm loving their cappucinos so much that I'm spending £2.25 on one a day (oh dear) and now I have another £1.69 to add onto that too cos I had a raspberry and white chocolate muffin from there yesterday and O.M.G! They're unbelievably divine ;) They've got so used to me now that they put me extra chocolate on my cappucino. The perks of being a good customer and all xD At least there's one thing to look forward to four days a week LMAO so now I'm yet again listening to my Happy Songs album to try and feel a little bit better and it's kinda working too. Listened to Don't Stop Me Now before. Always reminds me of that drunken August night *ahem* I will not regret that night hehe
Hope everyone else is well. I shall send you lots of hugs as I'm now heading off of the computer :O See, told you, the house is bloody bizarre ;) *hugs to you all*
As you all know, Mum and I have not been on the best of terms again lately and things seem to be going from bad to worse again but hey, what can you do? She shouted at me again yesterday and I can't even remember what for now but she did. So she wasn't speaking to me, then suddenly came into my bedroom and was talking to me as if nothing had happened. When I was on MSN she came in and sat on my bed so I kept putting the MSN window conversations down cos I know she is always trying to see what I'm writing and I don't want her to see that I'm talking about Plyn in one conversation and Stusan/Blackie/sprinkles/general areas in the other :P so she goes out then came in at half twelve cos she said she could hear her heart thumping in her ears again and she was going down to make a drink of tea and did I want one. So I broke and thought I better look after her *rollseyes* went down and in the end we came back up at 1:30am and I didn't go to bed until 2:34am to be precise and I had to be up at 8am to be ready to catch my train. Needless to say I've been shattered all day. Then I come home and she's been so random; she's screamed at my Dad, he's deliberately winding her up again and being plain horrid to her for some freakish reason, haven't a clue why and yet again I'm finding myself in the middle. She ended up crying in the room so I had to look after her again. How can I possibly take this on again when I'm trying my hardest to do my uni stuff?! I can't, it's impossible :/
So yeah, it's all a bit depressing today but the mood keeps going up and down all the time. Speaking of moods though, I *heart* my mood themes that Elin has so kindly shared with me. Thanking you muchly chick, tis beautiful *wub*
Have a new addiction at Huddersfield train station. There's a Cafe Ritazza and I'm loving their cappucinos so much that I'm spending £2.25 on one a day (oh dear) and now I have another £1.69 to add onto that too cos I had a raspberry and white chocolate muffin from there yesterday and O.M.G! They're unbelievably divine ;) They've got so used to me now that they put me extra chocolate on my cappucino. The perks of being a good customer and all xD At least there's one thing to look forward to four days a week LMAO so now I'm yet again listening to my Happy Songs album to try and feel a little bit better and it's kinda working too. Listened to Don't Stop Me Now before. Always reminds me of that drunken August night *ahem* I will not regret that night hehe
Hope everyone else is well. I shall send you lots of hugs as I'm now heading off of the computer :O See, told you, the house is bloody bizarre ;) *hugs to you all*