Hmm...
I really am in two minds here as to how I feel. On one hand, going to the uni made me think, yeah you know what I can come here and be happy. Got my student union card which equals discount and cheaper alcohol so I can get things cheaper ;) Had a look round, they've really done the place up. Here have a lookies:
http://s21.photobucket.com/albums/b285/DuckVetty/University/
Just putting the link cos can't be bothered putting all the pictures up :/ first one is St. Paul's Hall where I'm meeting tomorrow, then that's the lounge upstairs are the next two, the building where I'll be studying and the last one is the reception :) It's a lovely uni. I just hope I'll like it :/
Got some even worse news again tonight. My cousin who I *adore* has gone to this lovely little cottage with my Auntie and Uncle at her fiancees insistence. Then she gets a text from him today saying they need to talk, she goes back home to find he's packed up and gone! He's just left her! There's no trace of him in the house. That effing coward. I just wanna strangle him. My auntie whos always so calm and collected was in tears on the phone to my mum begging her for us to pray for Lynne. Anything else that wants to go wrong?!
Now for some reason my parents aren't talking. Apparently mum wanted to see me get to uni safely or something tomorrow, Dad didn't tell her he was going somewhere else and now she's upset and angry at him. Just one problem with that. She's been in a bad mood all day and Dad's gone out tonight and the first thing she's done is start crying. Great, just what I need. I'm not saying that in a horrible way but she's like 'oh so I'm in the house on my own. Has he forgotten what went on in this place?' and I'm just thinking O.M.G!!! How do I win? We get all of this devastating news, first about Margaret, then about Fred, then tonight about Lynne and that coward Mark who I used to think was lovely, who we all did. Now I've got mum dumping problems on me again, dad brushing them off as if he doesn't care...and another thing, I don't *want* her to 'see me off.' I'm not being horrible but FCOL I'm going to UNIVERSITY, I'm not a little kid anymore. Every morning I'm going to make a fifteen minute bus ride and a fourty minute train journey on my own. Heck i've done a two hour train ride to Herts before on my own, then in July I went to Hales and managed to get halfway across London on my own. I think I can manage an hour journey to uni!
http://s21.photobucket.com/albums/b285/DuckVetty/University/
Just putting the link cos can't be bothered putting all the pictures up :/ first one is St. Paul's Hall where I'm meeting tomorrow, then that's the lounge upstairs are the next two, the building where I'll be studying and the last one is the reception :) It's a lovely uni. I just hope I'll like it :/
Got some even worse news again tonight. My cousin who I *adore* has gone to this lovely little cottage with my Auntie and Uncle at her fiancees insistence. Then she gets a text from him today saying they need to talk, she goes back home to find he's packed up and gone! He's just left her! There's no trace of him in the house. That effing coward. I just wanna strangle him. My auntie whos always so calm and collected was in tears on the phone to my mum begging her for us to pray for Lynne. Anything else that wants to go wrong?!
Now for some reason my parents aren't talking. Apparently mum wanted to see me get to uni safely or something tomorrow, Dad didn't tell her he was going somewhere else and now she's upset and angry at him. Just one problem with that. She's been in a bad mood all day and Dad's gone out tonight and the first thing she's done is start crying. Great, just what I need. I'm not saying that in a horrible way but she's like 'oh so I'm in the house on my own. Has he forgotten what went on in this place?' and I'm just thinking O.M.G!!! How do I win? We get all of this devastating news, first about Margaret, then about Fred, then tonight about Lynne and that coward Mark who I used to think was lovely, who we all did. Now I've got mum dumping problems on me again, dad brushing them off as if he doesn't care...and another thing, I don't *want* her to 'see me off.' I'm not being horrible but FCOL I'm going to UNIVERSITY, I'm not a little kid anymore. Every morning I'm going to make a fifteen minute bus ride and a fourty minute train journey on my own. Heck i've done a two hour train ride to Herts before on my own, then in July I went to Hales and managed to get halfway across London on my own. I think I can manage an hour journey to uni!