im serious this time.
every line i'm about to say is so cliche, its not even funny. i really don't care right now honestly. i feel like someones making me me hold my breath so long where your insides start to hurt. but reality is, i'm breathing fine.
truth be told, i don't think i've ever felt this much pain before.
i just can't understand how someone you can feel for so much can just, purposely hurt you and not even acknowledge what they did. i just, can't get my mind around this. and i think thats what hurts the most.
heh its funny, because i think this is what i've been asking for all along.
there are so many things i can say that would be suitable for right now. so many angry, upset, pathetic, overexaggerated things i can say that would fit this perfectly.
but i won't because even if i say every single one that comes to mind, it will never be enough.