Apr 13, 2005 23:41
last night was somewhat bad...but in the same breath good. everything has been blown into the open and now everyone knows of what our secret was. he found the notes that we have been sending each other and finally understood what has happened. what bothers me more is the fact that still doesn't want to accept that it's done. I didn't break them up, I came along after it was said and done. if everyone wants to alienate me because they are too small minded to understand more than one side of the story so be it, I stand my ground and I haven't been happier
anyways it's all there set before everyone willing to understand. but what I did was right to me. and what matters most is that I am happy and that for once in a long time she beleives me to be the perfect guy. she says that with him she had to make herself smile..that he was unaffectionate unless he wanted something out of it. She says that everything I am is what she thought she would never find in anyone. around me she is truly happy for once and I beleive every word she says because I see it in her smile and hear it in her voice.
to Corey:
I promise that I will never do anything to make you hurt. I will never touch you in any way other than affection. I promise that I will treat you as you deserve. I promise that I will care for you no matter what. everytime you kiss me, everytime you touch my leg, everytime you hold me close to you I fall more and more for you. you're irresistable, you're amazing, you're unbeleiveable. You're everything I could want to be true and I trust that I can give you my all and not be hurt. what i would give to fall asleep again tonight with you in my arms . you treat me so good and you understand everything that makes Darin Tadashi Yatsui. thank you for being who you are, never change <3