hey people
Hey guys wow its been forever since i wrote in this thing huh? Well heres an update in my life I hung out with my cousin at his dormroom this weekend and college life is definately better than highschool life. No drama, no stupidity just a lot of fun. I keep feelin so alone cuz everywhere i look there are couples guh. I have been told that my time will come and i need to be patient but how long must i wait for it. Man lately i have felt like shyt alot cuz of this and other things, the effects of my summer stupidity are almost all gone now just a few months more till i get my license back yes.
There are alot of other things on my mind that im not gonna mention in this. The weekend of my bday i got into rutgers, Amazing, and so the whole college, getting in stress is gone. Me being a teenager tho i am never totally stressfree tho i may try to appear it you have no idea wut goes on in my head. The smile u c outside can b a total mask for the tears and pain i hide inside. The truth is the pain has always been inside my being and it doesn't matter to people anyway because they don't care, they pretend they do but the truth is it is all a big show that they put on. Life is hard but there wouldn't b joy if you didn't feel pain. SUCK IT UP AND DEAL
l8r guys and gals
karan
There are alot of other things on my mind that im not gonna mention in this. The weekend of my bday i got into rutgers, Amazing, and so the whole college, getting in stress is gone. Me being a teenager tho i am never totally stressfree tho i may try to appear it you have no idea wut goes on in my head. The smile u c outside can b a total mask for the tears and pain i hide inside. The truth is the pain has always been inside my being and it doesn't matter to people anyway because they don't care, they pretend they do but the truth is it is all a big show that they put on. Life is hard but there wouldn't b joy if you didn't feel pain. SUCK IT UP AND DEAL
l8r guys and gals
karan