Aug 17, 2005 22:57
This whole summer was filled with some dramatic shit, i mean fukking really.
For the next week, I'm doing some serious shit. I'm getting out of this 'dark thing'. I'm spending the next 168 hours on my own, all alone.
I dont need this shit. You guys dont need me. I hate talking to you guys when i know Im a fucking fake.
I hate this feeling that everyone is plotting against me. And what I hate worse is that i'll one day find out the plots that are planned. I dont know how to explain anything. I have a fear of people. So i'm staying away.
If anyone calls, I wont be here, I'm out. If you see me, Say hi. I might stop over scotts, maybe tasha's I dont fukking know. I dont fukking care anymore.
And to make everyone happy. I'll be quiet now. I wont be the whole 'out-there' person, I'll be fukking quiet and ignore all of you like some did to me, fuck the skaters.
Love? Hah. Love? Dont even fucking get me started on love, fuck it.
Get this fukking shit outta here, fuck everything.
I am nothing, i am a failure, I am nothing.
Fuck your outstanding signature.