What Now?
Well, Today went fairly well. I went to school today and my day went alright I guess. Today I was talking to Christa and she was talking about Lazer Tag thats set up for tomorrow. I told her I wasnt going aslong as Brandon wasnt talking to me. Well, I shouldnt have said anything since her crazy ass told Brandon "Talking To Steven!" I was like "Oh God..." Well, he talked actually more like spoke a few words. I was nervious for some odd reason but I told christa that I wouldnt make it because I didnt have the money. Brandon oddly enough put up the money for it. I thought that was a good jesture if I ever saw one. I told her that I would go since it looked like the ice had been broken between us. Well, I went about my business and did some work. It was around 2:30 when by Dad suprisingly picked me up from school and took me home. I put in a gallon of gas which didnt do ANYTHING. I cant believe these dam gas prices. Thanks Bush!!!! I guess your plan for invading the middle east for the oil didnt work out as smoothly as you planned!!!!. Anyway enough with waisting my breath on a dumb ass; I went home after putting in the gas. I did something different today.I sat and watched TV with my Dad. It was cool, he made me lunch while we watched the News and Judge Judy (loves court Tv shows). I was down stairs for most of the day and then went up stairs to put my things away. Soon as I finished doing what I did I ended up taking pictures of myself. Xy and for friends were the main reason I did it. I wish I didnt look so nasty :( but...things could be worse. Well anyway I talked to my friend Lydia who lives in Florida. It was good hearing her voice but dam It was an hr phone call! I dont know if I'm going to live to see the next phone bill. But like I said it was nice I had a good time talking ot her. Lydia is suppose to call this Sunday since its free on her Cell. Well, soon as that phone call was done I took a few more pics and then the phone rang. Vanessa called and talking again about her troubles with Steve. I swear...I use to get upset at the crap she would tell me about my bf's. Now she knows the way realtionships work and hopefully she knows that even though bad things might happen it doesnt mean you should just give up. I know I shouldnt butt in but she really needs to get rid of him. Steve is too OVER CONTROLING. Vanessa is like a sister to me and could you believe he gets pissed at her if she gives me a hug!!! I'm fuckin GAY for god sake I dont think I would ever want to do anything with a girl or friend who is like a sister to me. I just think this guy is to unhealthful for her and I think she should get rid of him. Oh did I forget to mention he was locked up in a insane asilume. Well after I got off the phone with her I called my Lil Bumble Bee (Eric). My poor babe is sick :( I wish I could go over there to take care of him but I dont have my dam licence!! **blames him self** I talked to him and made him laugh which hopefully made him fill good. He's going to New York and Canada for Spring Break so sadly I wont be able to see him for the whole break. He said he would get me something though! **smiles**. Well he was getting tired so I told him I would check up on him torrow so we said our good nights and hung up. Just when I thought I was finished with the phone for the night I decided to call Brandon. I called him while being nervious and I talked to him a little bit about tomorrow. For some reason I just didnt get a good vibe from him. I know it was nice that he paid for me so I could go play lazer tag but I just felt a distance between us. It made me weak in my stomach. I got off the phone since he a show came on that he like and I said good bye to him. Mykel called and I talked to him about it and he said he would come over tomorrow so I thought that was nice of him. I told him since I didnt like they way that things went over the phone with Brandon I wasnt going to go play lazer tag after all. So I hope tomorrow will have a good time. I'm also not going to school tomorrow since I have to be there at 12:55 and get out around 2:15. It's stupid so I'll just stay home. Well I better get going before I start writing a novel. Sleep well and take care of yourself and your family. Leave a message if you need to talk to someone.
Steven
Steven