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ooh boy. im going absolutely insane today. and i cant help it. i actually went in to my room and screamed into my pillow. twice. i was having a nice relaxing morning, and now im just miserable. see, the thing is - i can't handle not seeing certain people for long periods of time. i miss people too easily. or maybe im too dependant. although ive always thought of myself as pretty independant, perhaps i just fall too far into things way too fast. *sigh*
this has been happening far too often for me. and im beginning to wonder if im ever going to have someone that not only makes me this happy, but is able to see me at the same time. it seems the odds are against me. i always seem to have one or the other. and i mean, right now i have very much of one, when im with him im ecstatic, but i never see him.
this has been happening far too often for me. and im beginning to wonder if im ever going to have someone that not only makes me this happy, but is able to see me at the same time. it seems the odds are against me. i always seem to have one or the other. and i mean, right now i have very much of one, when im with him im ecstatic, but i never see him.