Jun 17, 2005 16:19
The last day of school was not that good. i didnt cry, because i cried the night before with sarah. We fucking cried so much, i dont think i had any water in me.
1st period: fuck, i dont remember what we did, but i dont think anything. i think we just sat there and talked.
2nd period: We just sat and talked, and took pictures and all that good stuff
3rd period: same, but we got these little collage of pictures that the teacher made for us, and yeah.
4th period: we took pictures, talked, and all that good stuff
5th period: Sat and talked.
IMPORTANT!!
At the end of 5th period, i asked jason "Jason, can ihave a hug?" AND GUESS WHAT HE FUCKING SAID. JUST FUCKING GUESS.
HE SAID "HOW ABOUT A HAND SHAKE"
i was like "okay, thats good enough. *shook hand* *left class*
I was so fucking dissapointed. i wanted to cry. My fucking obsession... fuck! oh fucking well. who needs him, WHO WANTS HIM besides his slutty girlfriend. fucking whatever :)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
6th period: we just talked.
Then i had my party. We played suck and blow, and tony, patrick, and alysia started drinking, and pat brought smokes, and i was like wtf. im sXe but it all turned out okay. Pat and sam are going to date.
Now im here. i woke up at 11:45, cleaned up the huge HUGE FUCKING MESS (pictures to come later) and... did absolutely NOTHING.
oh, and brandon didnt fucking give me a hug either. i hate boys.
BUT!!! I KISSED SAMANTHA