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here we are again,
with handguns for %hearts;
they had a master plan
wanted to tear us apart.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay so I think I love the guy I'm with right now.

bottom line hes amazing.

BUT. I KNOW I'm still in love with JC.

so...I have no idea what to do.

I've had two dreams about jc in the past week.

I want to tell my bf that i love him but i dont know how and i dont know how he would react.

mostly because his last gf fucked him over and so now hes all iffy about relationships.

but hes the sweetest guy.

so pretty much.....hi I'm bella edward left me and moved away. and now I'm dating jacob.

fuck my life.

oh and to top it off. JC just started talking to me again.