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[unlabled_pixi]

ya know i only come to write on here when I have the urge to cry.

or stab.

hummm.....

anywho. Life is getting old fast.
I'm so annoyed with people, myself included.
I should stop listening to people.
and getting my hopes up.

haven't herd from him again.
for a few days now.
I sent him a pic of a cat and he started talking to me.
I sent him a pic of him, and he started talking to me.
I sent him a pic of us, and he goes MIA.
ugh.

I don't want it to be like this.
I want it all back.
what it was.
and even it if can't be that I want something.
Hes all I want.
when I had him, I was actually looking forward to my life.
now I could give a shit less.

I hate it.

I dont like being depressed.