So . if you love me . read this & leave a comment . <3
.. there are no words to say what i feel in my heart; y0u, you`re on my mind night & day- and it hurts me when we're apart, when your not here by my side; there`s n0thing in this world for me. I guess i`m crazy. ..crazy f0r y0u can`t you see.. and although you may think it`s crazy. Here is where i want to be.. I will always need your Love*
' Its sad to think how badly he fooled me into thinkin that he loved me .. Its scary actually, because if someone you were so close to can hurt you so badly .. Think of what some other people could do.
'I mean I wanna be with him more than anything.. And he's totally worth the pain.. I'd sit here and cry everynight, and still tell him its not his fault .. but, he wont let me.
'I dont understand really. He's the one that hurts me, yet hes breaking up with me because of that. Am I not supposed to hurt, Am I not human? I have feelings. And they are easily crushed, I cannot help that!
'Ahh.. But the weekends!! Whenever he comes in, we make the best of everything! We get along so good on the Weekends. They remind me of how good things used to be. And I cant help but cry when I think of them. Because when we're together, we're perfect.. I swear! Fucking college. I hate it! if he were here, I'd be happy!
'I cant help but get jealous sometimes, too. Hes away at a bug college witha a lot of girls, one of which I would like to run over! Its just scary to think he's up there starting a new life while Im here, trying to keep us together..
' All of this doesnt seem fair, and it may not seem worth it to you .. But to me, its all worth while. Because you see, I love this boy more than anything.. I mean heck, hes my whole damn world!!
'But I am totally devestated right now, because I do love him and I do wanna be with him.. But no matter what I do.. he just doesnt wanna be with me. And I dont wanna force him into a relationship that he clearly does not want to be in .. But without him I'm lost and I dont know what to do.
' Its sad to think how badly he fooled me into thinkin that he loved me .. Its scary actually, because if someone you were so close to can hurt you so badly .. Think of what some other people could do.
'I mean I wanna be with him more than anything.. And he's totally worth the pain.. I'd sit here and cry everynight, and still tell him its not his fault .. but, he wont let me.
'I dont understand really. He's the one that hurts me, yet hes breaking up with me because of that. Am I not supposed to hurt, Am I not human? I have feelings. And they are easily crushed, I cannot help that!
'Ahh.. But the weekends!! Whenever he comes in, we make the best of everything! We get along so good on the Weekends. They remind me of how good things used to be. And I cant help but cry when I think of them. Because when we're together, we're perfect.. I swear! Fucking college. I hate it! if he were here, I'd be happy!
'I cant help but get jealous sometimes, too. Hes away at a bug college witha a lot of girls, one of which I would like to run over! Its just scary to think he's up there starting a new life while Im here, trying to keep us together..
' All of this doesnt seem fair, and it may not seem worth it to you .. But to me, its all worth while. Because you see, I love this boy more than anything.. I mean heck, hes my whole damn world!!
'But I am totally devestated right now, because I do love him and I do wanna be with him.. But no matter what I do.. he just doesnt wanna be with me. And I dont wanna force him into a relationship that he clearly does not want to be in .. But without him I'm lost and I dont know what to do.