my shoulder kills
=\ i feel like crying. i think i slept on it the wrong way. but why does it have to hurt me? why not someone else =\ god damm it! i so wanna rip my shoulder off ... right now it seems like a great idea. well anyways i have two birthday parties to go to . doubt ill make it to my little cousins =\ even though ive never seen her before . but i didnt chose this my moms making me go to the other one =\ but i dont wanna but hey i guess i hafta.i think i should just say screw it and go give james (theg0th) the cds i said he can borrow . but um ya, i flipped out yesterday. i swear i do believe that i need to calm down. maybe one day i will. but i promise u it wont be anytime soon. well i guess its all good. umm im actually gonna get ready and find something to do till 3 because im dead bored .. mayb ill check my emails havent done that in awhile