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well i've been a little confused lately. i just
wish i had a magic 8 ball that gave real answers.
i think i'm overwhelmed by the fact that my
parents don't make my decisions for me anymore.
it was easier knowing that if something went
wrong i could put the blame on someone else. and
now i'm responsible for my life and everything
that happens is in my hands.
pretty much, i'm lonely. i hate having people
around and still feeling all alone. no one
seems to give good advice anymore, it just
seems like people get more selfish with every
day that goes by. and i'm always trying to help
others, i just want someone to have that same
attitude towards me. why doesn't anyone help me?
i just need someone to come and take care of me.
is it weird that i feel guilty asking why and
saying "I" too many times?
i'm gonna start sleeping on dirt, cause that's
how i'm treated anyways. i'm freaking out!!
wish i had a magic 8 ball that gave real answers.
i think i'm overwhelmed by the fact that my
parents don't make my decisions for me anymore.
it was easier knowing that if something went
wrong i could put the blame on someone else. and
now i'm responsible for my life and everything
that happens is in my hands.
pretty much, i'm lonely. i hate having people
around and still feeling all alone. no one
seems to give good advice anymore, it just
seems like people get more selfish with every
day that goes by. and i'm always trying to help
others, i just want someone to have that same
attitude towards me. why doesn't anyone help me?
i just need someone to come and take care of me.
is it weird that i feel guilty asking why and
saying "I" too many times?
i'm gonna start sleeping on dirt, cause that's
how i'm treated anyways. i'm freaking out!!