Feb 04, 2003 22:11
So, I know that I'm a theatre major and that means my life is going to have plenty of gay men in it, but does that mean that I'm doomed to a life that is free from romance. Its not that I don't love my boys, I really really do, they mean the world to me, but I am looking for a different sort of boy right now. In just a few short months I will be living with a dear dear friend of mine who happens to be gay. I wouldn't trade him for the world mind you, but I would love to meet a straight boy who may be intrested in having some sort of relationship with me. I'm really not asking a lot. Hell, I don't even really want commitment, but i cannot find even that. Its really sad. When a straight boy finally does make an appearance in my life its always very disappointing. They turn out to be the type of guy that doesn't even know the name of the girl he just fucked minutes before. And its always the same type of girl. The size four ones who think that they are SO fat. I'm not that girl, I never will be and I really don't want to be.