Mar 28, 2005 01:32
HI EVERYBODY I JUST GOT MY NAILS DONE THEY HAVE STARS SO ITS ALITTLE HARD TO TYPE.LETS SEE WUTS NEW I GOT PAYED BUT MY J-O-B OWES ME 40 BUCKS SO U KNOW IM GONNA GO SLAP A BITCH. NIKKI IF U READ THIS I MISS U OH I REMEMBER THE GOOD OL' DAYS IN PANAM HANGING OUT IN EACH OTHERS DORM ROOMS MUNCHING ON CRAP AND TALKIN ABOUT LIFE AND STUFF WITH THE OTHER GALS (SIGH). SO I FEEL ALITTLE DRUNK I HAD 2 MD 2020'S IN MY FRIDGE SO I SAID AH WUT THE HELL ITS EASTER SO YEA I DRANK 2 OF THOSE AND SMOKED MY WORRIES AWAY IT WAS A GOOD DAY SO YEA MM WUT ELSE I HAVENT BEEN HOME ALL DAY SO IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ON MY BIG SOFT BED I WOKE UP AT ID SAY 11ISH AND WENT TO CHURCH W/MY MOMMY AND THEN I CAME HOJME CHANGED WENT TO JD'S GRANDMAS FOR THERE BBQ THING DID THE WHOLE EASTER THING THEN WE WENT TO JDS DAD'S 200 DOLLAR EGG HUNT CAN U BELIEVE THAT WHO DOES THAT DUMB BUT ANYWAY JD GOT 20 BUCKS SO HE BOUGHT BEER AND BUD NICE INVESTMENT THEN WE CAME TO MY FAMILY THING ATE SOME MORE BBQ AND HOMEMADE FLOUR TORTILLAS I SWEAR ITS LIKE HEAVEN IN MY TUMMY I ATE LIKE 3-4 WHO'S COUNTING ANYWAY SO YEA THEN WE WENT BACK TO JDS AND THATS WHEN I GOT HAMMERED AND HERE I AM ALONE DRUNK AND LONELY (SIGH) MY DADS SUCH A FUCKER I DIDNT EVEN GET ONE CALL ALL WEEK FUCK HIM HE'S SUCH A JERK DID I TELL U ALL WUT HE DID OR WELL WUT HE DIDNT DO SO IT WAS MY BDAY MARCH 14TH AND LIKE HES ALWAYS BEEN GOOD ABOUT REMEMBERING I MEAN I AM HIS BABY GIRL SO YEA I WAS ALL LIKE HES GONNA BE THE FIRST TO TELL ME HE FORGOT!!!!! i didnt get a call till the 17th "uh yea happy belated bday blah blah yak yak yak " i was sooo pissed well nore hurt HE GAVE ME 60 BUCKS SO THAT MADE ME FEEL ALITTLE BETTER BUT NOT COMPLETELY AND THEN HE COMES AND TRYS TO TALK TO MY MOM IN UH...INAPPROPRIATE MANNER I SWEAR I WANNA KICK HIS ASS LIKE A SAID MY DADS A JERK A WASTE OF SPACE ON THIS EARTH.ITS LIKE IF I COULD PICK MY DAD OR LIKE SOMEONE MY MOM WOULD MARRY HE'D BE DOWN THERE WITH CONVICTS AND CRACKHEADS.ON A BETTER NOTE JUST TO WRAP THINGS UP MY ROOM IS NOW HOT PINK MY BESTFRIEND HELPED ME PAINT IT MY MOM PICKED THE COLOR WITHOUT ME ID SAY A GOOD CHOICE ITS SO BRIGHT IT GIVES ME ENERGY IN THE MORNING PROMISE. SO YEA UMM IM TIRED AND I WANNA SLEEP ..BYE