Dec 08, 2004 23:25
"And I said to myself SELF perhaps I should be more like u"
Well its another week of none stop school and work I HATE SCHOOL its gonna take so long I realized that its like high school all over again. well Ive been feeling so gross with myself ...like a fatty so I started working out twice a week and then maybe more frequently but for now just twice a week hopefully itll give me some energy and OH YEA Im gonna change my major I think I wanna be a nurse it sounds excieting and easy.. Im kinda bummed cuz im like not gonna have a christmas this year YEs NO CHISTMAS! I have to go to Reno Nevada and Lake Tahoe with my family its gonna be like a National Lamppon movie with no Chevy Chase and Spend my cold winter days NO NOT GAMBLING but ski-ing in some easy ass slopes cuz I mean cmon when do u EVER see snow in Texas like NEVER now that I think about it I need to go shopping for some outfits hmmm... so yea I leave on CHRISTMAS DAY can u believe it traveling on Christmas DAY OHH im not looking foward to that one bit but yea and now im working ass off to save up some spending money cuz my folks are gaucho like that. Well my bestfriends like a stranger ISABEL WE NEED TO GO OUT for a night in the mejiclan town tu sabes go check out those bb's at that place we went last time . oh yea I HATE VIANEY I HATE HER TO DEATH ive never hated anyone but now i hate her shes the worst p----- girl ever shes fucked me over and as have i i wont deny that not in a nasty way anyways THE PAST IS THE PAST why does she have to relive HS all over again just get over it I thought it was all behind us but i guess not cuz she seems to be running her mouth off like theres no fuckin tomorrowIf i had one wish I wish Karma can screw her in the ass that'll be the day so yea she pretended to be my friend and she backstabs me I DONT GET IT why cant she just leave me alone Im sick and tired of her and all the DRAMA baggage that DRAMA queen carroes (SIGH) GOD DAMN it feels good to get that off my chest.but yea I hate DRAMA!!! (scream) ahh... NEWAY WORK sucks i need the money but the hours suck i have to work from like 10pm to 7am could anything else suck bigger nuts! well yea so ive been pretty much to myself just concentrating on school and work and of course jd trying not to become a halo2 addict like jd its scary but i can understand why its the most excieting game EVER made .codos to the makers. well yea old guys are such pervs why is it the only attention i get from guys are from old guys (pout) its super gross well theres alot of other stuff happening but ill tell u later. TOODLES BIOTCH