a poem i wrote

Nov 09, 2005 20:55

I shake the thoughts of you out of my mind. I don't know what's happening-Was this love so blind? Why do I still dream of you? Why do I still wish you were here? Why do I still long to see you? Why do I wish you were near? I'm infatuated with you but I want that feeling to end. I know you don't feel the same I just want my heart to mend. I hide all these feelings from you keep them locked up inside. I ask my friends for their help, At least I have in them to confide. I think I'm succeeding, I think this feeling is dying. I think this is working, I think my heart is crying. At least I had the guts to say how I felt about you. I wished that you felt the same that you cared for me too. I guess all I can do now is just let go. Maybe this feeling isn't real- but I'll just let things flow. I thought you felt the same...I was so naieve. I actually thought you cared, that's what I can't believe. I don't know what to do I don't want to think of you. My heart is empty right now I just want to make it through. I don't know what I want, I don't know how to be. Maybe I should just forget about you so it'll end my misery...
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