May 22, 2006 21:47
My Family is now back to not really liking Ryan. Just becuase he can't hold a job. They don't understand that he doesn't go into every job thinking "Oh, I think I'll stay at this job for... maybe a week." or something like that. Everytime he gets a job he goes into it thinking "I'm gonna stay at this job for at least a year." But something always happens that doesn't let that happen. Either he goes into bipolar mode and is angry and finds something he doesn'tl ike about the place andlets his bother him and then quits, or he gets fired for his juvinile record, which is like 10+ years old.
Tonight he had some sort of attack. He called me because he was pissed off, and I thought he was having a bipolar moment, and then becuase I didn't know what to say to him, he hung up. Then 3 hours later I called him back to see if he was ok, and he didn't really remember when he called me, and he said he didn't think it was a bipolar thing, that it felt more like a panic attack or something like that. He said he's gonna call the doctor tomorrow and talk to them about it. I hope he's ok. I'm thinking he should probably try to find another job though.
If they don't give him disability for this, than I truely believe that the system is totally fucked up. Which I already believe but...