I didn't think it could get worse

Oct 05, 2006 08:39

I got to the point yesterday where there was too much and I went numb.   I was in a daze for quite a while.  By the time I was going home I felt alot better.  However my ball is still missing =(  I'm not buying another one because I always lose a ball so I'm done.

I was at home for a while and Casey was with me sneezing and mucus was coming up but that has been her for the past while nothing new but I knew  she had to see the vet and Dana agreed.  Well that got bumped up when Casey sneezed out mucus with blood.  I freaked out like no one should and called the vet who wouldn't pick up and I have an appointment for today at 5:20pm.  After I got off the phone I held Casey and cried.  My brother is a total asshole because he kept saying "well she is 16", "she's on her way out", "you have no room for an urn in your room"... he would have kept going but I told him to shut up.  It was bad enough he was one of the reasons I was upset yesterday then he had to pull this stunt yet again... I don't know where the hell his heart went.

Omg I am a mess.  I went to use this icon and just thinking about having Casey as my icon made me almost cry.
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