Dec 28, 2005 03:03
Hey its me chris and im been beat down by life yet again yea noone probably cares tho.This girl named Lydia i met from creepers haunted house thru my friend blake we started talking and stuff and i got to know her better and asked her out and after awhile we would talk and when she would come over i was estactic to see her but this time it was different i was talking to her the previous night and was playing if you could only see by tonic and she asked me if there was a message i was trying to send her and i said yea but my friend told her i loved her witch i did so when she came over she told me that she didnt want to hurt me but i didnt care. it seems god is trying to kill me...