fuck it all
my life sucks at the moment...let me list...i can't see or talk to my girlfriend,im locked in side all the time,john is over here all the fucking time,my best fuckin friends are moving away,one to iowa one to NY,me and my mom are bout to be out of a place,i havta get a job to support us...damn...what else can go wrong so far...and my birthday is comin up ill probably havta buy my own shit...i feel like moving away...screw the fuckup world...if it wasnt for lydia i would...shes the only one keepin me down here otherwise i would go..sometimes i question....maybe shes better off...i don't really know...i don't wanna lose her...im a curse befallen my friends....