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Im trying to not let certain things get me down. its very difficult though, and I think this new birth control is making my depression worse-so I should probably do soemthing about that. all in good time I suppose.
Right now Im focusing on getting my car cleaned, and its oil changed, all tomorrow morning. while getting its oil changed Im sure the mechs will tell me I need new brakes-in which case Ill tell them that will happen when I have the money and if its not life threatening Im good for now.
then after car stuff first thing in the morning(bah way too early) I get to meet Johns family. yea-not all that excited about that. at all. but..eh...I guess Ill survive. probably. his mom only thinks Im a tattooed stripper. he says she doesnt really-but somewhere Im sure its still criss-crossing her mind.
then, Howl-O-Scream!!! Jen should be going with, and the parents are going as well. Very excited for that.
last night I was supposed to get a tattoo. I was so excited. I made an appointment and everything. then I get there and JR is sick and the other guy(danny?) was like I could do it tomorrow but not tonight. well I have dance tonight and I dont want them to rush thru it so no go for tonight. so not happy. I was really flippin excited about it. and no go. unless, Im thinking maybe going to Tampa and getting something else done anyway-Ive kinda got it in my head to get a tattoo now and if i wait till next week I wont have the money. Ill pay extra on a bill b/c thats what I do with extra money. which, yes, thats good and all, but I was really wanting to treat myself to this finally...
um...what else? life is still super busy. dance, work, dance, work, dance, work, drive ot see john, dance, work, work, work, work, dance. thats pretty much it.
fuh yea?
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Right now Im focusing on getting my car cleaned, and its oil changed, all tomorrow morning. while getting its oil changed Im sure the mechs will tell me I need new brakes-in which case Ill tell them that will happen when I have the money and if its not life threatening Im good for now.
then after car stuff first thing in the morning(bah way too early) I get to meet Johns family. yea-not all that excited about that. at all. but..eh...I guess Ill survive. probably. his mom only thinks Im a tattooed stripper. he says she doesnt really-but somewhere Im sure its still criss-crossing her mind.
then, Howl-O-Scream!!! Jen should be going with, and the parents are going as well. Very excited for that.
last night I was supposed to get a tattoo. I was so excited. I made an appointment and everything. then I get there and JR is sick and the other guy(danny?) was like I could do it tomorrow but not tonight. well I have dance tonight and I dont want them to rush thru it so no go for tonight. so not happy. I was really flippin excited about it. and no go. unless, Im thinking maybe going to Tampa and getting something else done anyway-Ive kinda got it in my head to get a tattoo now and if i wait till next week I wont have the money. Ill pay extra on a bill b/c thats what I do with extra money. which, yes, thats good and all, but I was really wanting to treat myself to this finally...
um...what else? life is still super busy. dance, work, dance, work, dance, work, drive ot see john, dance, work, work, work, work, dance. thats pretty much it.
fuh yea?
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