got my scale
Got my scale so fucking happy not happy with number as I have just about put on 8lb since the last time I weighed. But I also know its going down I also measured and around the fattest parts to. Never did my waist will I did but I did note right it down as I measure hips more because I where my pants there so my stomach without stuck in is 40 hips 41. Thigh 23 which is where I want my waist to be and my hips to be 30 my stomach to be 20. Thigh to be 18 well I don't have paper with me I will come back later to put the rest down but I need to lose 70lb at least. Before Christmas I would love to get to 130 before my birthday which is in 3 months so about 20lb a month so fasting is in order I know its hard because fucking being here people will notice fights will insure with me and him but I don't give a flying fuck he can fucking hide shit and whatever else he's doing that he's hiding I'll do this he can look at porn that makes him happy losing weight and doing this makes me happy, fuck him hill see they will all see I'm not a worthless fat bitch yes I'm ugly as hell but maybe if I get down to 70 I won't be as ugly such a long time till Xmas but I will do this