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since no one ever reads this anymore i can write without much worry of people reading...not that i have much to say
things are...alright right now..i guess. Work is normal, my friends are great. The only thing i think i can complain about is that i cant sleep and my stomach hurts. I kinda wanna make myself throw up just to feel better. Thats what i get for eating at 1 am.
It makes me sad that 2 people i thought were very important in my life have disappointed me so much. One betrays my trust by keeping things from me. He seems like a whole other person now. I guess thats just how it goes sometimes. Growing up means growing apart. The other friend asking a question that pretty much completly ruining the frienship...damn him. Yes, i do resent him for saying that.
I really wish i could go to sleep. Or have someone be up to talk to about..well anything really. Where the hell are all those friends i have that say they have insomnia? I think they lied to me. Yeah well thats a growing trend with me isnt it? ..........fuckers
things are...alright right now..i guess. Work is normal, my friends are great. The only thing i think i can complain about is that i cant sleep and my stomach hurts. I kinda wanna make myself throw up just to feel better. Thats what i get for eating at 1 am.
It makes me sad that 2 people i thought were very important in my life have disappointed me so much. One betrays my trust by keeping things from me. He seems like a whole other person now. I guess thats just how it goes sometimes. Growing up means growing apart. The other friend asking a question that pretty much completly ruining the frienship...damn him. Yes, i do resent him for saying that.
I really wish i could go to sleep. Or have someone be up to talk to about..well anything really. Where the hell are all those friends i have that say they have insomnia? I think they lied to me. Yeah well thats a growing trend with me isnt it? ..........fuckers