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Feb 12, 2008 18:34

A man who wishes he was a woman? Someone in this city who would throw away who their true identity just to be someone they aren't? That make me mad. If I knew who you were... I'd kill you.

Be grateful for what you have.

[ooc; ...and has been eating all the MURDER/MONSTER/other interesting candies he can find. But he's got nothing to say about ( Read more... )

filling the frame, who am i?, curse day, murderous intent, changes and mutations, identity, dark thoughts

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fate_defiant February 13 2008, 01:54:05 UTC

Just because we're grateful to live, doesn't mean we couldn't use improvement in our condition.

unknownandi February 13 2008, 02:02:37 UTC

Trying to be someone they're not... that's not improvement. That's a waste.

fate_defiant February 13 2008, 02:09:18 UTC

Sometimes people have to lie to themselves. Sometimes it's the only thing they have left to hold onto.

unknownandi February 13 2008, 02:14:44 UTC

If I knew who I was, I wouldn't try to lie to myself or throw it away! I'd be happy!

fate_defiant February 13 2008, 02:39:20 UTC

Then how is it so hard? What do you even need to know. You live, therefore you are. That's all there is to existence. You're born, you live, you die. That's it.

unknownandi February 13 2008, 02:47:52 UTC

How old am I? What sex am I? What do I look like? What do I enjoy doing? I don't know these things, or anything about myself. I can be anybody, but I can't be me.

This feeling of anxiety, of not knowing where I stand or who... or even WHAT I am compared to everyone else... you people who know who you are, you have no idea what it's like.

fate_defiant February 13 2008, 02:50:31 UTC

No one call TELL these things. YOU decide what you enjoy. No one can give that to you. And if your sex isn't visible, then you have no choice but decide for yourself. As for how old you are, what does it matter?

YOU are the one who doesn't get it. No one can make you what you are. If none of these things are visible or proveable, then you can pretty much be whoever you wish. Just pick something and stick with it. Why is this concept so difficult?

Your problem is that you're trying to define yourself by others.

unknownandi February 13 2008, 12:06:20 UTC

Just pick something?Just... pick something?....

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.......

Stupid.

I'm someone, even ifthis usless brain of mine has lost most of those memories. Anybody I can be... isn't who I. am inside.

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