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i am a bit bitter right now that my nature is highly relational.
one of my biggest strengths has become one of my greatest pains.
the lack of true relationship here is killing me.
like, it literally hurts me.
on addition to that,
i am beyond confused by my emotions.
oh, the joys of being female.
i hate estrogen.
my heart actually aches.
it aches.
i just have to hold it together for a few more weeks...