» duodetriginta

Oct 06, 2008 16:55

[private; warded]

Luke's left as well. His presence was always easy to sense. Maybe too much so; I'd become too accustomed to it. What else have I become too accustomed to here? Rue's wedding... I'm happy for her, really I am. And I'll even admit that I'm grateful to the City for allowing me the chance to see and participate in it like this.

But I can't help wondering... when will it all end? I left once and came back. It was too short of a return for me to actually think about anything that really happened and to miss anyone, but one day, it will be for keeps. This can't last forever and... I don't I'm as afraid anymore to call people friends, but I've learned enough to admit to myself at least that it still hurts to lose them.

It hurts and I'm afraid of it.

But it's better to have had it than to waste away in despair and solitude, isn't it. That's what He would like, no doubt. I won't forget them, all the people here. Starfire would approve of this newfound belief in friendship and the like. Maybe I'll even let her know when I see her again if I feel that my ribs will survive the encounter.

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Rue, you'll be happy to know that I've been practising. My toes are threatening a mutinous rebellion, but I have been practising. Are you sure I can't just levitate? ... If you need any other help with the preparations, just let me know?

Kara, are you busy later today? I was wondering if you'd like to go flying. We haven't spoken in a while.

The Library is really quiet today.

supergirl, sekkrit emo, not snarking for once!, rue, luke

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