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» quadraginta unus [voice]

Jan 12, 2009 16:24

Mother -- her name was Arella, and that is always... usually what I called her when we were together. Her maiden name was Angela Roth, but she left that behind when she was brought to Azarath... with me. She lived and died there ( Read more... )

devil's child, trigon, cursed, sekkrit emo, not snarking for once!, her father's daughter

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tothelibrary January 12 2009, 22:28:07 UTC

Not a fun curse, today.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 22:30:30 UTC

... no. There are some things --

tothelibrary January 12 2009, 22:32:24 UTC

I understand. Like, really.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 22:38:01 UTC

Mmn. Everyone has their own secrets.

tothelibrary January 12 2009, 22:39:52 UTC

Not so much secrets, for me. Just... memories. Real and not.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 22:48:05 UTC

And not? No, I shouldn't... no today.

It's not the memories I mind so much of Arella; it's the -- [stops, breathes]

Definitely not a fun curse.

tothelibrary January 12 2009, 23:11:19 UTC

You want me to stop talking? The sharing is kind of suck. Not like I haven't shared everything already today, but you should be able keep your secrets, at least.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 23:22:07 UTC

No, it's okay. I think the talking might help actually, as contrary as that might sound. If there's something else to concentrate on and I don't mind talking about .. my mother so much.

But ... thank you for understanding.

tothelibrary January 12 2009, 23:27:22 UTC

Tell me about her, then. She sounds like a good mom. Like mine.

Don't mention it. It's the least I can do today.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 23:34:19 UTC

She was, when she could be there. She tried, I think, and that's what counted. When we did talk, she didn't talk about her past that much, but we talked about other things.

tothelibrary January 12 2009, 23:36:19 UTC

My mom was always there. And she didn't treat me any differently when we found out I was created and the memories of me as a kid weren't real. I was her Dawnie and that was all that mattered.

unkindnessof January 12 2009, 23:43:16 UTC

Azar... that was how Azar was. She was the High Priestess of Azarath; she was the one who took care of me as a child. Like a second mother, you could say. And it didn't matter that I was -- there was a prophecy spoken at my birth; it foretold horrible things, but that didn't matter so much to her. She was also very beautiful... to me, anyway.

tothelibrary January 13 2009, 00:05:10 UTC

She sounds like a good mom. Anyway, blood doesn't make anyone family. It's actions.

unkindnessof January 13 2009, 00:09:53 UTC

Yeah, you're right. I've learned that now.

tothelibrary January 13 2009, 01:46:58 UTC

It's a good lesson.

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