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Not really tired, thinking to much cant sleep. Tomorrow i get to go out to eat and "meet" some causins from mine from my aunt. I say "meet" cause i havent seen them in about well over 13 years proberly.
My mom has been acting kinda iffy so gotta lay low for a little bit. Which means no party here for like 2 weeks i think, but thats fine better then getting in trouble.
I just cant talk to my mom about this crap. It would be so much easier if i could. But i cant. I wisah i could just tell her that fuck i like pot and there is nothing that she can do to me (grounding and shit) to make me not like it, i will always like it. I would give up drinking if she would tollerate me smoking, but that is never going to happen. She never really did it or i guess enjoyed it the way that i do so she couldnt understand. I mean if i make the grade and not fuck up i think it should be alright. I mean the only reason that pot is illegal is because of the tabbacco industry. I think it was around the 1930's or so when it was made illegal. Because people were smoking it instead of ciggy's and the tabacco lobbyist's put the pressure on to force it into becoming illeagal. Its better then alchohol. People do really stupid things when they drink. Fine i might act like an iddiot when i smoke or say really stupid shit, but the diffrence is in the actions. People get pissed when they drink and alot of people act out on that. People get really depressed when they drink and do really stupid shit cause they just arnt thinking. You can be a complete pot head and still get shit accomplished it just takes the will to do it. A drunk, is just sad i think. Dont get me wrong i like to drink , but when it comes down to it i could give up drinking alot easier.
I dont really know if what i wrote made any sense but yeah
Kadooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh
My mom has been acting kinda iffy so gotta lay low for a little bit. Which means no party here for like 2 weeks i think, but thats fine better then getting in trouble.
I just cant talk to my mom about this crap. It would be so much easier if i could. But i cant. I wisah i could just tell her that fuck i like pot and there is nothing that she can do to me (grounding and shit) to make me not like it, i will always like it. I would give up drinking if she would tollerate me smoking, but that is never going to happen. She never really did it or i guess enjoyed it the way that i do so she couldnt understand. I mean if i make the grade and not fuck up i think it should be alright. I mean the only reason that pot is illegal is because of the tabbacco industry. I think it was around the 1930's or so when it was made illegal. Because people were smoking it instead of ciggy's and the tabacco lobbyist's put the pressure on to force it into becoming illeagal. Its better then alchohol. People do really stupid things when they drink. Fine i might act like an iddiot when i smoke or say really stupid shit, but the diffrence is in the actions. People get pissed when they drink and alot of people act out on that. People get really depressed when they drink and do really stupid shit cause they just arnt thinking. You can be a complete pot head and still get shit accomplished it just takes the will to do it. A drunk, is just sad i think. Dont get me wrong i like to drink , but when it comes down to it i could give up drinking alot easier.
I dont really know if what i wrote made any sense but yeah
Kadooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh