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Sep 22, 2004 21:25

I hate mexies.
I love nights where I'm out doing whatever we think of doing and scream Avril Lavigne songs at the top of our lungs. Anytime when I'm not home is great. Don't get me wrong, I like being home and relaxing too. But, I like being out with my friends. I love my friends. Friends are the best thing in the world. Thank you to Jen, Crystal, and Lauren to making my day simply grand.
Mean Girls is a fun movie. The gay guy is my favorite.
Um, I think Nick hates me or something bc he never calls me and I never talk to him anymore.
Today doesn't feel like Wednesday. It feels like Thursday or the weekend.
So, I'm ready for school to end already. School is the most annoying thing in the world. Other than waking up at 5 to go to school. Waking up is even worse. You're all like..comfortable and stuff. I don't know. It just blows.
I need a job. I'm getting an apartment after high school with Jen, Crystal and Lauren and we are going to have parties every weekend. It'll be hot.
I don't want to be home right now. I just want to leave and go around taking pictures of cool things. That's the best.
Sleep would be good now.
God, I seriously hate school. But, if I think about all the lovely faces I see there every day..that's enough to make me go. (That's including Mr. Delucia.)
My life is kind of bittersweet right now. I'm perfectly content with things..but, at the same time I'm not. I have the best friends ever..and my family doesn't hate me this week..I just wish..I don't know. There's something missing. I feel like I could've had it..but, I lost it. Whatever.
Dance is coming quickly..and I cannot wait. I only have to go Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays this year. That's so hot. I'm excited. I have time now to hang out with my friends on weekdays..and that's awesome! Don't get me wrong..I love dance and all of my friends there..but, I also love hanging out with my friends from school on weekdays too.
Why is livejournal all creepy all of the sudden?
I like getting random phone calls from people. It makes me feel loved. Shawna called me today. It was fun. haha.
This weekend is going to own. I can feel it. I'm so excited. By the way, kids, I'm NOT going to the gator game. :))))) So, you know what that means!! Word!
I can't really understand my emotions right now. They're all mixed..and it confuses me. Like, right now..I'm so happy, but, I'm anxious and sad at the same time. I don't know. I think I'm good at hiding my emotions sometimes. But, I could be wrong. Whatever.
Do you know what's incredibly stupid? How people judge people by the clothes that they wear or something. Why does it really matter? What does their clothes have to do with their personality? NOTHING. It's just their style..who cares. I hang out with a completely diverse group of people. And I think it's really cool. One night, Jen was at my house with Barlow, Kevin, Nick, and Jeramie spruill. That is the weirdest combination ever. I hate when people are like "omg, look what she's wearing..she wore that last week." Who the hell cares. It's clothes. Get over it! People are just stupid and fake. And it's pathetic when you have to care about what someone wears other than if they're a good person or not.
I don't care if you don't agree with me. It's my journal.. I write what I want.
Yeah..So, this has definitely fulfilled my boredom for a few minutes. I'm going to head off to sleep now because no one is online..and I have no one to look forward to calling me tonight.
Goodnight loves.
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