Society is a Murderer
Matthew Shepard. Aileen Wuornos. These are just 2 examples of my point. Society is a fucking murderer. People want to destroy things they dont understand. No one fucking understands what real problems are like. Live your life in fear, Id like to see how long most of you last. Matthew Shepard. Just think. I could be him. Any day of my life I could be the next goddamn Matthew Shepard. One wrong move. A slip of the tongue and thats me. Some ignorant fucker chains me to a fence and beats me to the last thread of life and then leaves me there to suffer. It may sound ridiculous, but its fucking possible. Its not like I havent been threatened with it. I try not to talk about it, but its true. I deal with shit every day of my life. At any given moment, someone could have that gun at our school and they could be looking for the fag. Thats my life. People dont understand what its like. Fear. True fear. They dont understand that eventually you realize that the only way to get rid of the fear is to get rid of the thing that scares you. Aileen Wuornos had the idea. Kill the fuckers. People cant mess with you if theyre dead. No one knows what its like to be fucked with mentally on a daily basis. At home. At school. Everywhere you go. And then to have to deal with the memories of "the golden years". Childhood. Ha. Aileen knew what it was like to be fucked with. But society taught her. If life fucks with you, you better not fight it. Just lay back and let life break you. You know what? I think Id rather die than live my life broken and dead inside.