Fuck.
Im going to snap one of these days. Mark my words. You guys all hear on TV how hard addiction is to break, but you never know until you go through it. I want so badly to just through myself back into all of that stuff, make all of my pain go away. Yeah right. Fucking myself over isnt worth an few hours of fake happiness. For anyone that's reading
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Oh well, I thought I would toss out some of the completely cliche crap you've already gotten plenty of.
Alas, it should be said.
Regardless of everything, I still love you with all of my heart; I really do. And in my mind, it's all of the times we laughed until we couldn't breathe, were on the phone for inhuman amounts of time, watching 'Jesus' get crucified, when you could make me smile no matter what crap I was going through, the night when I know I would never have survived if I had not had my only true friend there, it is those times that I remember so well.
Everyone grows and changes, it is true. But, I can swear to you, it doesn't matter what ever happens- I will always be there for you, no questions asked. I will always back you up. And, I don't think I ever imagined having a friend that I could say that to with all the confidence in the world.
Always and Forever,
Heather (A friend from when your idea of fun at lunch was to sit outside in the hot sun on a broken bench and talk about nothing, as it were, and pretend to ignore the verbal abuse from the oh, so intellectual beings that crawled out of Free Home.)
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