and this is torture, at its finest state.

[unjust_dreams]

Dont read this. I'm just venting.
I need to do it somewhere. I cant just
listen to myself, so now I'll read it.

things i hate:

school
my schedual
my suffering friendships
most of my teachers
my mom
my dad
the fact that i cant even fake a smile
my lack of feelings for people.
feeling incomplete.
that i almost never see the only person that can make me feel good about myself
poor timing
being intentionally hurt
my in-ability to deal with things - i just run away.
this feeling
crying
me