I just want to say.

[universenyou]

Eljay might be a dumb ass covered in "not so awesome sauce" but I figure if other people can stick it out with what bullshit is going on right now. I will too. Even barring the fact that I have alot of personal stuff in this journal that if leaked could make me look like a complete fool. But you know what? For right now it's not being leaked, I'm

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[universenyou]

You don't know anything about me, even though you've "read everything in my journal"

Because if you've read anything in my journal. You'd know that my life doesn't center around Sailor moon. That I have a wonderful girlfriend who when she needs space I give it to her. That I hnn. Enjoy peaceful evenings with my -friends- that I've apologized to all the people that I could to make sure that it was understood that back then I was immature and doing things for myself and not thinking about other people.

So you think you know me. At least understand the person your talking about before you try to attack. Almost everyone I've fought with in the past and I have made up. And the people that I haven't made up with? That's on there backs. Because I put my hand out and I offered apologies. I have been with the group I am currently with for the last five years. And yes, we fight, and the group shifts and changes. And at that time I say horrible horrible things about the people in it. But you know what? I love the people that surround me. I love them very much. Because they are precious to me.

So I have nothing to give up. I am... a confident person in my life. and I'm tired of the smear campaigns. because I use to be a certain way. But now, now I am a kind, loving person who protects what she loves.

And I think I have a very good idea as to who you are.

[854870]

you claim you've moved onward and carried on with all these things, yet if you're not intelligent enough to differ between words in the english language and can't have a grasp on grammar (on top of the fact it's your first language, yes?) then I'm not sure I can account you for enough intelligence to manage all these things you claim.

From what I'd known, you'd broken up with said girlfriend. But then again, your relationships move too quickly for me to keep up! how am i supposed to know?

And if you love them so much, then why do such awful things happen? Why are they always reeled into the traps of drama and bullshit?

what great things to be confident of. have you even graduated school? do you have a job?

and ok, come on then! send me an email and we can continue this elsewhere, if you're so sure. :3

[universenyou]

Lol seriously? I have a 12th grade diploma. I don't spell well or have the best grammar in the world because that's just who I am. I have epilepsy of the frontal lobe. Which has to do with your memory, and speech and all this other shit. So yeah my spelling and my grammar is bad. When I graduated I was in 9th grade english. But you know what? I'm 100% proud of my accomplishments. I did go to college, I made it through the first two weeks at a business/trade school and then I went on to another school where I studied something else less demanding and still had anxiety attacks. Because of the amount of people around me.

This is all personal business but you know what? I'm telling it to you. Why? I don't know I guess because in my mind if I try to reason with a dumb ass maybe it'll prove that I'm not as horrible as the dumbass makes me out to be.

I have accomplished alot of things in 25 years. and I'm trying my best to be good friends to the people around me. My relationships, friendships, and other things are none of your business. and I don't even know HOW you know about Mia and I but that subject is touchy and something I have made a vow to protect to the best of my abilities.

[854870]

you're proud of yourself for making it as far as you did, even though still having anxiety attacks. From what? the big bad bullies? Were everyone huge meanie-heads that beat you down? :c
& im pretty sure epilepsy can't really take place in only one part of the brain, fuckass. that, or you're just that much worse off than I originally was aware!
also if you have such trouble with memory and speech, then how do you keep up with being an otaku? You say your life isnt centered around Sailor Moon, but the other such anime-esque things seem a bit higher of number here...

you think so?

i know about a lot of things, between you and many others. It's really not that difficult!

^+~

Otvali,
Niegadzai svolotch

--хакерысобакиада

[universenyou]

Good for nothing Swine huh? Sorry forgive me what I have is Temporal lobe epilepsy. My bad. which if you read down it does cause some amnesia. Hmm. I always was good with the neurological related things :3

You know what's sad though? I let go of the things from my past, and I've moved on. I've made new friends, we try hard not to have drama or bitch baby fights/tears/etc. We try hard to be mature. Which I dunno I guess if you actually READ my journal you'd know that. But since it seems like you are someone from my past that just seems intent to create problems. It's a non-issue. I know what I can be, and what I can't be. I would LOVE to go to school and become a neurosurgeon That would be my dream job. Maybe find some kind of cure for migraines and seizures. But to be honest with you, I'm realistic about my goals. I know that what I want to do and what I can do are two different things. What I can do, is be here for people who need someone when they are having problems. and assume that they'll share with me the same respect.

Now, I assume your done with your bitch baby tears, about how I wronged you in the past in some way. Because I can pretty much assume that you are someone that I did wrong in some way or another, or friends with someone that I've wronged. Your Russian is.. Superb by the way I looked it up, and made sure that you knew what you were talking about. Thank you for hacking my account I'll make sure to change the password. and if that doesn't work then I'll go on my marry way to Dream Width.

[854870]

i dont know who you think i am but i don't think you do. i think I'm just a bored netizen who came across enough info to get your panties ina twist for a few minutes and it worked!! youre not special or the only random victim. if I really was in your journal i'd post all the dox. have you never heard of a troll before? goodnight and goodbye before you sic your latest white knights on me. go outside and stop taking the internet so seriously okay the rest of your lobes might break.