Feeling old

[univeralmom]

Well I am really feeling old today, My "baby" turns 21 today, Happy Birthday J . and tomorrow is our (my hubby and I) anniversary, We will have been married for 27 years tomorrow. It feels very strange that this much time has passed. I guess it is like they say, "Life is what happens to you while you are making other plans". I don't feel much different then I did when I got married, a little wiser but not much different. I am not complaining, because I truly feel blessed, I have 3 children that I love, and more then that, I like them as people. Not everyone can say that, you love your kids because they are yours,if you can end up liking them as people, someone that you like to spend time with, do things with, be around, Well I think that is special and a blessing. And I have that, they are all very different from each other, yes both boys do have the same warped sense of humor, but still different from each other. They all are basically good and nice people which was my personal goal for them that and for them to be happy. I am also blessed because I have a husband that I love and who loves me, yes there are those moments that I truly would like to hurt him, but every relationship has that. As bad as things are occasionally, (bad boss, high stress, money worries,etc) I do feel very content, Old today, but content. Yes, there are many things I want to do and places that I want to go, and some of it will happen and some will stay on the list. For those who have read this thank you for listening to me babble.
Hugs to all
Univeralmom