the stars don't shine as bright as they used to...
hmm, i've been so sick lately. first the flu then strep. not fun. i've been feeling very weird about life lately. it's so routine now i have nothing new going on. except i'm lonely. i miss the snuggle. i really really miss the snuggle. hmm what else. we've been having shows left and right lately and i'm tired. we had a great show a couple of weeks ago, amazing. but then we had some bad shows. but no big deal that shit happens. i've lost so much wieght lately and i've gotten way ugly. i've just been sleeping so much and i don't have nad to always pop my pimples and shit, take care of me i guess. on a good note i think i've gotten a lot better at the drums then i even was a month ago, i think it's just playing all the time has helped. and guitar is going better. man, i want to start getting my tat's already. i'm tired of looking this way. i think i'm gonna give myself a haircut before work tomorrow. tired of dealing with it. and some dude is making me wooden plugs so they won't smell and no one will put they're finger through my ears. people i don't even know. ignorant fools. something around here has to change but i can't put my finger on it. sos in a state of emergency.