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well not much exciting has happened in the last week...pretty much here's my day...get up at noon...eat...go to the fitness center, run 3 miles, lift, run another mile, do abs...come home, take a shower..& then either go to work, run again, or go do somethin w/ my friends....go to bed around like 4 or 5....sleep & then it starts all over again. so i decided i feel like a waste b/c idk i sleep 1/2 the day away, & im gonna hafta be up by 7 everyday next week for bball camp, so i got up at 5:30 & went & ran w/ the xc team this morning so maybe i can start gettin on a more normal sleeping schedule. i got 2 hours of sleep, but at least i will be able to fall asleep earlier tonight. but yea, ive been hangin out w/ my good ol church friends lately...i dont really get to hang out w/ um much during the school yr, but i do in the summers! :o) went swimming one day...but it was cloudy so i didnt get any sun. hmmm...one night i went over to kathes & we watched movies til 5:15 in the morning, lol. i babysat one night. hm...yea thats about it. running this morning was good....ran 5 1/2 miles, for the last mile chantel was actin like we were runnin in the boston marathon...it was entertaining, she was like ok we're in 8th place, now we gotta go get that next girl...see her? & coach is like wow if we're in 8th place im a lot skinnier....& my skin is a different color. but idk, im prolly only gonna go like once a week & run w/ them. i like it, & i like being up & having already ran like 6 miles by 7 in the morning...i dont feel like such a waste lol. but yea i feel like im a loser b/c im like ok i graduated...get a life. b/c like i miss this summer stuff so much already. i love being so busy & like going from one thing to the next all day. & this is the 1st summer i dont have sports stuff all the time. like june was my fav mothh b/c i always had so much shit, like we'd have like 4 or 5 bball tournaments that we like 3 or 4 days long, then a game every week, & then sometimes ud play in 2 of the leagues if there werent enuf ppl, & then open gyms & a whole week of bball camp, then xc in the mornings & lifting at night, & then theres this summer....yea i already described my pointless days, lol. like i really wanna go run every morning, & i wanna go to open gym all the time, like yesterday coach texted me & is like open gym tonite can u come? & im like sweet! but then i was like no jessica...dont be a loser, ur gonna be at camp all next week. so i went & played at the fitness center by myself lol. but yea...im already misin the highschool stuff...ok th hs sports, like i knew this would be the only thing id miss...i def dont miss any of the other hs shit...just the sports part. so....ill go to college for 4 years so i can come back & spend the summers like i want...being at bball tourneys & running all summer. i really think im gonna love being a pe teacher, mostly b/c then i can be a coach. idk i think its like the perfect job. anyways...this is a gay quiz...but hey what else is there to do...im not used to bein up this early...
A-Z Quiz:
A - age you got your first kiss: 4th grade...french kisss...thats right, i was a skank in my early years
B - band listening to right now: dawsons creek
C - crush: a few
D - dad's name: barry
E - easiest person to talk to: idk...nobody lol, i dont trust ppl w/ serious stuff
F - favorite bands at the moment: howie day, kenny chesney, dc talk, idk i dont like that many "bands"
G - gummy bears or gummy worms: worms
H - hometown: Center of the universe....Philo!
I - instruments: nope, im musically challenged
K - kids: haha not yet...& not for a while lol...but kip & hannah'll come eventually
L - last person you were pissed at: myself
M - mom's name: elretardo...ha...diane
N - nicknames: johnson, johnny, jess, jj, j, j squared, j double dizzle, lil hannah jon jon, jon jon, fag,....yea thats about it
O - one wish: that im happy in college & dont wish i woulda played bball somewhere
P - phobia[s]: mice, & sucking
Q - favorite quote: oh i have many...:o)
"There's nothing like the feeling you get when you're inside those 4 lines doing your thing."
"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary."
Impossible is nothing. -Adidas
"failure w/ excuse is still failure."
“Other people may not have high expectations of me, but I have high expectations
of myself.”
“There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested
in something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're committed to something,
you accept no excuses, only results.”
"Running is a big question mark that's there each and every day. It asks you, 'Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today?" -Peter Maher
"Take the ball outta my hands & u take my life away."
"You're running on guts. On fumes. Your muscles twitch. You throw up. You're delirious. But you keep running because there's no way out of this hell you're in, because there's no way you're not crossing the finish line. It's a misery that non-runners don't understand."
“It's very hard in the beginning to understand that the whole idea is not to beat
the other runners. Eventually you learn that the competition is against the little
voice inside you that wants you to quit.”
"i love the wind it makes me stronger, who the hell cares if it takes me longer!" -coach hdubb
"There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few that
will catch your heart...Pursue those."
"you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you
got, remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes,
but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on"
ok im done...
R - reason to smile: well...im alive, i have a good life, i have friends, & newlyweds 2nd & 3rd season came out on dvd
S - song you sang last: dream big
T - Time you woke up today: 5:36...ahh
U - unknown fact about me: i am related to michael jordan
....ha jp, wait thats not even believable, hes black.
V - vegetable you hate: green beans & peas
W - worst habit(s): idk lately its been sleeping in lol
X - x-rays you've had: feet & ankle & arm & hand!
Y - yummy food : puppy chow....its so damn addictive tho...hot pockets are good too
Z - zodiac sign : Capricorn
dun dun dun....whew! im done & now im gonna go watch dawsons creek!
A-Z Quiz:
A - age you got your first kiss: 4th grade...french kisss...thats right, i was a skank in my early years
B - band listening to right now: dawsons creek
C - crush: a few
D - dad's name: barry
E - easiest person to talk to: idk...nobody lol, i dont trust ppl w/ serious stuff
F - favorite bands at the moment: howie day, kenny chesney, dc talk, idk i dont like that many "bands"
G - gummy bears or gummy worms: worms
H - hometown: Center of the universe....Philo!
I - instruments: nope, im musically challenged
K - kids: haha not yet...& not for a while lol...but kip & hannah'll come eventually
L - last person you were pissed at: myself
M - mom's name: elretardo...ha...diane
N - nicknames: johnson, johnny, jess, jj, j, j squared, j double dizzle, lil hannah jon jon, jon jon, fag,....yea thats about it
O - one wish: that im happy in college & dont wish i woulda played bball somewhere
P - phobia[s]: mice, & sucking
Q - favorite quote: oh i have many...:o)
"There's nothing like the feeling you get when you're inside those 4 lines doing your thing."
"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary."
Impossible is nothing. -Adidas
"failure w/ excuse is still failure."
“Other people may not have high expectations of me, but I have high expectations
of myself.”
“There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested
in something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're committed to something,
you accept no excuses, only results.”
"Running is a big question mark that's there each and every day. It asks you, 'Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today?" -Peter Maher
"Take the ball outta my hands & u take my life away."
"You're running on guts. On fumes. Your muscles twitch. You throw up. You're delirious. But you keep running because there's no way out of this hell you're in, because there's no way you're not crossing the finish line. It's a misery that non-runners don't understand."
“It's very hard in the beginning to understand that the whole idea is not to beat
the other runners. Eventually you learn that the competition is against the little
voice inside you that wants you to quit.”
"i love the wind it makes me stronger, who the hell cares if it takes me longer!" -coach hdubb
"There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few that
will catch your heart...Pursue those."
"you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you
got, remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes,
but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on"
ok im done...
R - reason to smile: well...im alive, i have a good life, i have friends, & newlyweds 2nd & 3rd season came out on dvd
S - song you sang last: dream big
T - Time you woke up today: 5:36...ahh
U - unknown fact about me: i am related to michael jordan
....ha jp, wait thats not even believable, hes black.
V - vegetable you hate: green beans & peas
W - worst habit(s): idk lately its been sleeping in lol
X - x-rays you've had: feet & ankle & arm & hand!
Y - yummy food : puppy chow....its so damn addictive tho...hot pockets are good too
Z - zodiac sign : Capricorn
dun dun dun....whew! im done & now im gonna go watch dawsons creek!