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May 25, 2007 07:15

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Yes, it's a liquor ad. That's not the point.

Because I haven't had an ACTUAL journal entry in ages )

venting, angst, oh my god shut up already

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 18:09:37 UTC
One can only do so much before their mind is overridden. It could not be classed as your fault if the will, or drive, of those machines were stronger. It could only be classed as your fault if you let it happen.

And friends are in the small scheme of things. What matters is family.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 19:05:02 UTC
Not everyone has family.

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 19:25:12 UTC
I have none. I'm speaking from experience.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 20:12:00 UTC
What about that mother you always talk about?

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 20:14:00 UTC
Read the above comment again and draw your own conclusions. I'm sure you're capable.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 20:15:29 UTC
Then why do you keep talking about her so much?

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 20:16:23 UTC
Because she loved me, of course. ^^

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maraihi May 25 2007, 20:17:33 UTC
But the majority of people's moms loved them.

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xbook_loverx May 25 2007, 20:18:37 UTC
...

Mmph. It's personal.

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maraihi May 25 2007, 20:20:51 UTC
Well, it can't be worse than some of the other people around here who "love" their mothers, I guess.

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unity_of_will May 26 2007, 03:47:30 UTC
...No, you're right. They're machines, for Christ's sake. They can pick away at your will, they don't get tired, they don't second-guess themselves. They were so strong. But... I had the chance to stop them. I could've reasserted myself sooner, I think. I chose not to, because I thought we were doing the right thing. I thought they had just kick-started me back up again. Maybe they had. I can't. I can't remember it all too well.

I don't have a family to lean on anymore.

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