is gravity getting you down?
it's been since april i guess since i've done one of these, to be honest i completely forgot that i had had one of these pathetic things which i actually used to use and as my only source of communication to where i would attempt to share with the rest of the world on how fucked up i thought i was. i didn't know shit, so unexperienced with life, SO glad i've grown. When i was younger i always had these big plans of just getting the fuck out of town and ending up in a town where i would just start over. Move away from the people that didn't/did matter and just start over; reinvent myself. It took me up until around a month ago to realize that i was actually living that dream. Ended up in a town where i didn't know a single soul around a year and six months ago. Since then i feel that i've created my own little empire. i've created amazing relationships with people, music, my education, my work environment and i still hate capital i's apparently. This year i tattoed my body with a very large heart on the back of my arm. everyday i wake up it reminds me of what i open my eyes for. love. fuck this live to love and love to live bullshit, i say live to live and love to love.
i hope who ever ends up reading this has an amazing new year.