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213 AM Friday morning
This is a trap, i can not do anything; anything with out a single thought of you. It's so fucking ridiculous. I don't care that you've moved on. As long as your happy that's important. You rush through a million times a day, and will never ever fade away. I miss you so much. I had a pretty intoxicating way and even had my own self made parade. Full of provocative and quirky jokes. I would wear my smiles. then swallow. then feel them as they passed through my throat. [cycle repeats] Obviously i will never get over this. I just want you to know. It's been a year/almost. Maybe we can see each other. Maybe not. But i'm hoping we can. just so i can tell you something to your eyes from my heart. i've been wanting to spill since day one. I'm trying so hard not to be a creep.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you .
so maybe a pop song explains how i feel even better then my own words.
you probably didn't see this coming. or maybe you did.
This is a trap, i can not do anything; anything with out a single thought of you. It's so fucking ridiculous. I don't care that you've moved on. As long as your happy that's important. You rush through a million times a day, and will never ever fade away. I miss you so much. I had a pretty intoxicating way and even had my own self made parade. Full of provocative and quirky jokes. I would wear my smiles. then swallow. then feel them as they passed through my throat. [cycle repeats] Obviously i will never get over this. I just want you to know. It's been a year/almost. Maybe we can see each other. Maybe not. But i'm hoping we can. just so i can tell you something to your eyes from my heart. i've been wanting to spill since day one. I'm trying so hard not to be a creep.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you .
so maybe a pop song explains how i feel even better then my own words.
you probably didn't see this coming. or maybe you did.