PLEASE READ THIS. "NU WAVE" Christianity
There are many mockers of christianity.
These people I would like to speak on do this by simply claiming themselves a christian. I know many "so-called" christians And while christians acknowledge sin and human flaw...some people intentionally break the codes and creeds therin their "HOLY DOCTRINE"....they sin and dont seek amendments or reconciliation for their wrong. either because they have manipulated the bible, or because they dont care...and both reasons are because they arent in full understanding of the bible. I know many christians in my school....mind you a rural town in the western world...in America where the majority of people are born to christian families.
premarital sex, stealing from stores, burning cds... (taking someones music without permission and without purchasing the album....how is this not stealing?) not being monogomous, drinking alcohol to becoming belligerant...definitely not "treating your body like a temple" (as said in the bible), lying to parents, cheating on school assignments, not keeping holy the sabbath, using god's name in vain, swearing. "mixing good yoke with bad".... (a call to segregate yourself from those who dont believe in your beliefs)
All of the listed are outright acts against the ten commanments and teachings of the bible. thats not even to list the sins of the heart, the sins of the mind, the sins of the body....afflictions that are impulses. how could one bost or even announce that they are a christian and openly accept/participate this behavior against the god they claim to follow....
notice how people say "im christian, but i dont go to church/read the bible"....i would love to know how many people actually feel that they have love for their god. in my minds eye, this is a long history of self brainwash...
one i tried over and over to win and obtain....to feel blissful love for something i couldnt see, touch, or relate to. someone who i could find no feedback or nurturing hand. a christian would argue with me that im a material creature of flesh that cannot find divine love because im addicted to worldly things. well i was born in this world, i percieve anything....spiritual, mental, physical, through my flesh and through my brain...a thing of the world. if i have strived and prayed to this god...and never felt a love stronger then what i have for my own worldly father or worldy lovers then i guess my mortality is out of my hands and into the so called god that made me this way. which will result in my rot in hell, because one cannot reach heaven unless one loves jesus...according to the bible. whatever i ever felt for jesus before when i felt i was a devote christian has yet to compare to what attachment, love and comradery i have for my family or men who i have been in love with in my life.
people in some amusing and sick way, twist the words of their god around to fit their lifestyle. they have logicalized/justified why some things are ok, even though they are outright against christ/god...maybe its because these things arent outright mallicious? maybe the so called sin are natural deviations....things to grow by. happenings to allow experience and growth....for better or worse...they result in reality...what is real for the individual in the end.
some people barely make claims to being "a real christian"...which is either because of confusion...which i hope that they would confuse themselves right the hell out of this religion...or because they have the mentality which is to make "committments" (on their own terms) or empty minded proclamations towards something they never explored or looked into....ie. the bible...the core source of their "beliefs". i think there must be a difference between a christ believer, and a christ follower. but if you fully understood and believed in the worth of christs teachings wouldnt you follow them because of the profound impact that he had on you...and if you knew christ you would know that he expects love and obedience for you to recieve the kingdom of heaven. i know this strikes many nerves for people but in my fully set opinion....picking and choosing what you believe from the bible...and then saying you are a christian doesnt MAKE SENSE TO ME. do it or dont....and then the classic cop out "i cant help it natural sin"...WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
HERES WHAT I BELIEVE IT IS:
YOU HAVE ABSOLUTE CONTROL OVER YOUR DECISIONS AND ACTIONS....AND ONLY YOU. IF IT WAS A DIVINE AND BENEVOLENT GOD MAKING((CREATING )) YOU WEAK ENOUGH TO FALL INTO SIN THEN IT IS HIS FAULT THAT HE CREATED ADOLF HITLER, THE CORE MAN RESPONCIBLE FOR THE GENOCIDE OF MILLIONS OF YOUR GODS OTHER HUMAN CREATIONS. HOW IS THIS GOOD OR KIND OR PURITY? THIS RIGHT NOW IS A PLEA TO CHRISTIANS EVERYWHERE....PLEASE, PLEASE IF IM MISSING SOMETHING LET ME KNOW....HOW IN THE FIREY SICK BOWELS OF "HELL" DOES THIS MAKE SENSE. THAT AN ABSOLUTELY PURE DIETY IS CAPABLE OF CREATING MONSTEROUS HUMAN BEINGS WHO RAPE KILL AND TORTURE THEIR PEERS? HOW? HOW? HOW? IF THERE IS A GOD THAT WAS AND IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE THEN HE MADE SATAN, SO PLEASE DONT TELL ME SATAN TEMPTS MAN....SATAN AND MAN ARE ROOTED FROM SO CALLED GOD.
HUMANITY IS AS WEAK AS ITS GODS ALLOW THEM TO BE. AND I WAS AS WEAK AS MY MIND CARRIED ME...UNTIL IT DELIVERED ME RIGHT OUT OF CHRISTIANITY. I HOLD MY OWN BANNER. IT'S A BLACK PIECE OF FABRIC THAT I CAN ADD LIGHT AND COLOR TO AS I SEE TRUTH. IT IS A BANNER THAT REPRESENTS TRUTH, REALITY, INTELLIGENCE AND CANNOT BE SCATHED UNLESS BY MY OWN IGNORANCE, BY MY OWN DEVIATION. AND I LOVE MY DEVIATION AND IGNORANCE BECAUSE ITS LEAD ME TIME AFTER TIME INTO NEW AND LOVELY DISCOVERYS. NEW TRUTHS. AND THAT IS A FEELING I WOULD NEVER GIVE UP, TO CONTINUALLY LEARN AND UNDERSTAND WHICH CAN ALWAYS BE DONE, BECAUSE THERE WILL NEVER BE A FINAL ANSWER.
with eternal damnation and eternal life....you fuck around and say "uhhh....uhhh i sort of believe this." when i believed myself to be a christian i would stay up for hours at night just trying to understand and make decisions on certain christian concepts. because when you die, you die, and if you havent repented (which it says you have to do for every sin) then you rot in hell according to the bible. thats terrifying. please figure it out and then tell me your a christian.
we are all confused on the truth, as we come to it. and bit by bit as we find truth we are lead into new light. light and truth are burdens to bare on ones own. its a journey we all are on, to understand and learn.
this whole post has been me trying to find truth in things that dont make sense. and as i said everyone has justifications, but they dont always make sense to others.
perception.
the key to every result.
if you have read this fully i would appreciate just at the least a simple comment on my myspace saying "i read your post" out of my own curioisity. thank you.