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yea jeremy ur lucky im here writing this right now at this time. needless to say...abbey came storming into my room this morning and said "if you can stay u[ til 1 o'clock in the morning then youur going to get up on time because im not taking you to school"....its like...WHAT THE FUCK DONT YOU HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO AT LIKE 6:30 IN THE MORNING BESIDES ROUSTING YOUR ASS OUT OF BED TO COME DOWN STAIRS AND GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME." why does she care? i dont understand why she doesnt just mind her own business. and yea, last night of course, my dad is a retard and yells at me when he saw me online...like hmm, your going to wake max up, and since he yelled abbey found so she will somehow find a way to hold that over my head. its so fucking retarded, and when i try to sleep today after school she will give me some shit for that because she wants me doing her little bitchwork tasks. its like "WHY THE FUCK DO U CARE THAT I GO TO MY ROOM AND SLEEP AFTER SCHOOL?" because she wants me up so i can do stuff for her. and "its not good to sleep after school because then you wont be able to get to sleep at night and then you will just continue to be tired" IM ALWAYS TIRED REGAURDLESS OF HOW MUCH SLEEP I TTRRRYYY TO GET. because its impossible to ever get the ammount that i need, so i dont even try to work around sleeping, i sleep when i want and when i dont want to sleep i just dont. its simple. it seems like she woud have her own life by now like caring about her house, job, college, kid, and soon to be kid. but no. so im annoyed. i love you jeremy and i sent you a letter but i gotta go.
-leann
-leann