Aug 16, 2006 18:03
At the moment I'm sitting here alone in the house (yay!!!) stinking from working all day.
I'm listening to a beautiful song, looking out the window, feeling sorry for this poor orchid that I'm going to eventually accidentally kill, and wondering wether or not I should begin reading this book or just turn it back in and get it later.
Hey, what do you know, I can multitask.
Anyway, I was watching Oprah today (at work) and they were talking about issues that parents have, even if they don't realize they have them, and how it affects their children. Granted, we've all got our fair share of parental issues, but we've learned to deal. There was one woman who was anorexic and her child is beginning to pick up on her eating habits. I looked down at my leg and thought about that. I wanted to start freaking thinking that I'm fat and unattrative, but then I stopped myself mid-thought and decided to do an evaluation. Something that really matters. Something to remind me of where I'm at now.
Truthfully:
What Makes Me Happy
*My family
*A/C
*Friends....that are really friends
*Writing
*Culture
*India
*Learning
*Reading
*Dancing around to random 80s music
*Laughing
*Working out - I want to be fit. I'm almost twenty. I should be in near excellent shape and continue to maintain myself.
What Makes Me Unhappy
*Mean people
*liars
*The cellulite on my ass
*When I can't feel I can trust the people I surround myself with and call friends
*The drama of Rachel and Johnathan
*Retarded moody teenagers (like, thirteen through sixteen)
What Infuriates Me
*Blatant disrespect
*stupidity
*Unnecessary judgement of others
*A lack of passion
*When people really don't care about other people
*When people pull out in front of me
*When Vince accuses me
*When Vince worries
*When i feel like I won't succeed
What Breaks Me
*Love And Compassion for someone else
*Losing someone I love
*Expectations that we are pressured to live up to
*When I look at someone I've known for years and wonder who they really are
*Feeling helpless to help people who really don't know how to help themselves
Just a random eval.