That feeling all over again
7th attempts before I finally logged myself into this rusting and vacant virtual space.
Logging this entry while I'm still tipsy brings it to a whole new level. I usually do this when I'm inspired, tired or sleepless. But still sobering up from the copious amount of drinking is something certainly different.
Back to my (almost countless) attempts of logging in; I was more distraught than annoyed that I could not log in because this space has so many memories from the past of myself growing up as an angsty teenager to an emotional young adult that it would be such a sad situation to not retrieve back everything. I mean yeah, I could still read past entries, but there are certain entries that I've kept to myself as a memoir just so that I would not make the same mistake again.
Ok, as per usual, I'm obsessively ranting again.
I shall skip the details of what has happened over the course of an (un)eventful 6 months and fastforward to where I am right now. I haven't been the best of myself in many ways. Broken a few hearts along the way, made new friends and fried my liver on a weekly basis. But above all of that mundane nitty gritties, I've been insipred to make this entry because a certain someone mentioned that my thoughts are on the same wavelength as this person who blogs elsewhere.
I don't know. Some part of me hopes that she manages to find her way through the entangled web of the internet to this space or stumble upon it by chance or something miracle or whatever. (Ranting again)
I think you're quite special, despite you being tipsy and not remembering the moment we spent together while I was trying to distract you from your hiccups, it will be stored in a special place in my heart and mind. It has been a long while since I've felt that way.
Love at first sight, I didn't think I believed that until I saw you. I might not be a believer, but I'm definitely thinking it's got to do with the stars...
To that special girl...
Logging this entry while I'm still tipsy brings it to a whole new level. I usually do this when I'm inspired, tired or sleepless. But still sobering up from the copious amount of drinking is something certainly different.
Back to my (almost countless) attempts of logging in; I was more distraught than annoyed that I could not log in because this space has so many memories from the past of myself growing up as an angsty teenager to an emotional young adult that it would be such a sad situation to not retrieve back everything. I mean yeah, I could still read past entries, but there are certain entries that I've kept to myself as a memoir just so that I would not make the same mistake again.
Ok, as per usual, I'm obsessively ranting again.
I shall skip the details of what has happened over the course of an (un)eventful 6 months and fastforward to where I am right now. I haven't been the best of myself in many ways. Broken a few hearts along the way, made new friends and fried my liver on a weekly basis. But above all of that mundane nitty gritties, I've been insipred to make this entry because a certain someone mentioned that my thoughts are on the same wavelength as this person who blogs elsewhere.
I don't know. Some part of me hopes that she manages to find her way through the entangled web of the internet to this space or stumble upon it by chance or something miracle or whatever. (Ranting again)
I think you're quite special, despite you being tipsy and not remembering the moment we spent together while I was trying to distract you from your hiccups, it will be stored in a special place in my heart and mind. It has been a long while since I've felt that way.
Love at first sight, I didn't think I believed that until I saw you. I might not be a believer, but I'm definitely thinking it's got to do with the stars...
To that special girl...