Ghosts
I was just sitting here reading old posts of friends. Some whom I'm still in contact with, others I've lost touch with since moving onto other platforms.
The internet is such a cold place now. I wish people would come back to LJ. It could just be nostalgia bit it feels so warm.
I find myself having a difficult time speaking to others these days, and often times feel overlooked when I do say or share things. I dunno. It's just nice coming back here to read back on times before do many terrible things occurred. Since I can't speak to people for shit these days I really should start journaling again. I have a lot of stored up, unaddressed pain and trauma just knocking around up in my brain. I don't even know if I have the energy to address shit anymore.
Whelp. I'm still here. Somehow.
Wishing everyone the best.
2020 has been miserable. The date doesn't actually mean much, but here is hoping next year is somehow better.
Listen to this catchy ass song.
The internet is such a cold place now. I wish people would come back to LJ. It could just be nostalgia bit it feels so warm.
I find myself having a difficult time speaking to others these days, and often times feel overlooked when I do say or share things. I dunno. It's just nice coming back here to read back on times before do many terrible things occurred. Since I can't speak to people for shit these days I really should start journaling again. I have a lot of stored up, unaddressed pain and trauma just knocking around up in my brain. I don't even know if I have the energy to address shit anymore.
Whelp. I'm still here. Somehow.
Wishing everyone the best.
2020 has been miserable. The date doesn't actually mean much, but here is hoping next year is somehow better.
Listen to this catchy ass song.
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