Jun 14, 2013 05:18
People are too cruel.
too hurtful.
Too selfish.
I seriously can't let anyone get close to me. Ever again.
To the point where I'm going to get a tattoo as a reminder. I need to think of a good concept...
Perhaps instead of the neon ballroom dancers i'll just have a tattoo of the woman standing/dancing/lying by herself.
I need a reminder.
Something to show me that even though time lessens your memory of the pain, that doesn't mean anything.
Nothing ever means anything.
No matte how hard I try, or what I do.
Nothing anyone ever says means anything.
I would rather be dead than feel this way ever again.
This is seriously it. No more ideals. No more chances. None. I'm done.
I'm retreating again.
I'm only going to talk to people when absolutely necessary.