Black holes
Yesterday a black hole formed in the middle of my chest.
I'd never experienced anything like it before..at least not to that extreme.
I could feel my entire being being sucked inside this hole in my chest until I just burst into tears.
It happened again today. My entire body went cold, it felt like the pressure of my entire being was just being swallowed up. Inside my chest until the tears just poured out of my tear ducts.
It leaves me completely empty. A complete shell.
I guess this is a new development.
Not the most positive development of my mental health.
Maybe if it keeps happening it'll get stronger and stronger and I'll eventually just collapse into myself and get sucked up inside of that black hole entirely.
I'd like that a lot.