Killer sadness.
So i found out that the power of prayer is so strong while i was in Wisconsin. My uncle had a heart attack... he wasn't breathing, then his heart stopped... i prayed. the found a defibulator.... he's recovering, but good.
on a horrible note, today was Julia's farewell dinner/hangout... i didn't even know she was leaving until last night when Steph called and told me about the dinner. well, during dinner i saw that my brother called. i got worried. he usually only calls me when he's upset or needs to talk... he'll text if he's bored. but i couldn't get on the phone during dinner. i didn't want to be rude. so i waited til after dinner to listen to the message. i couldn't understand it. i had Steph drive so i could call him back (ScArY). i called and got no answer, so i left a message. then i got a voicemail. i called my mailbox, thinking it was him, only to hear some lady's voice talking about a guy being on a motorcycle, and her wanting him to go inside. it took me forever, but i finally got to listen to the message again and it was Stu's neighbor, talking about how he was really upset.... so i called again and she answered his phone. Apparently, he was really upset/angry about something, started drinking (hard stuff) and hopped on his motocycle to drive away... mostlikely with the intent to drive far away from Midland, maybe here... but the lady, Stephanie, told me everything that she saw. she ran out and stopped him. she wouldn't let him leave... THANK GOD! i was in tears. i know he's depressed. he's not letting go of the past.... but i'm thankful that Stephanie was there to stop him. you have no idea. i really want to go out to Midland to rescue him. i feel like he needs the rescuing. but i know that he needs to let God do that....
Please pray for my brother. he's getting scary. i'm really worried about him. i know that prayer will work! PLEASE!
on a horrible note, today was Julia's farewell dinner/hangout... i didn't even know she was leaving until last night when Steph called and told me about the dinner. well, during dinner i saw that my brother called. i got worried. he usually only calls me when he's upset or needs to talk... he'll text if he's bored. but i couldn't get on the phone during dinner. i didn't want to be rude. so i waited til after dinner to listen to the message. i couldn't understand it. i had Steph drive so i could call him back (ScArY). i called and got no answer, so i left a message. then i got a voicemail. i called my mailbox, thinking it was him, only to hear some lady's voice talking about a guy being on a motorcycle, and her wanting him to go inside. it took me forever, but i finally got to listen to the message again and it was Stu's neighbor, talking about how he was really upset.... so i called again and she answered his phone. Apparently, he was really upset/angry about something, started drinking (hard stuff) and hopped on his motocycle to drive away... mostlikely with the intent to drive far away from Midland, maybe here... but the lady, Stephanie, told me everything that she saw. she ran out and stopped him. she wouldn't let him leave... THANK GOD! i was in tears. i know he's depressed. he's not letting go of the past.... but i'm thankful that Stephanie was there to stop him. you have no idea. i really want to go out to Midland to rescue him. i feel like he needs the rescuing. but i know that he needs to let God do that....
Please pray for my brother. he's getting scary. i'm really worried about him. i know that prayer will work! PLEASE!