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[uniqueenigma]

god damn fuck

why cant we just get married and get it over and done with for fucks sake!

i'm so fucking tired of all these god damn games $$ problems and living situations!

i just wanna marry Topher.

i want all my GFs to be there aka Heather,Annika,Nathalie and Megan

i just want a house with a back yard.

i wanna live there with my friend TJ or George or both.

and i want to work at my moms fabric shop.

and i wanna be happier then what i am.

.........i am happy...just not all the way there yet. Topher and i have alot of work ahead of us....more him then me though....all i need is to get my moms shop opened and get my car.

he's gotta lotta workin to do to get where we can be happy with our $$ and living space.

*sigh*

why wasnt i born rich AND pretty?....instead of just pretty?

i miss my GFs =(

i miss my bestest BFF heather

and i miss my rice cakes.

i miss dancing so fucking much its starting to hurt.

i miss Ben too. he actually gave me a hug at universal last sat.

that was nice =)

.........................i guess its time to pop some advils and head to bed....only to wake up to see my love leave for work =/

catch you on the flip side.